Today I Am....

....sitting on a cliff over looking Butterfly Beach in Montecito, California; watching the sun set from the west side. It's been a while since I was in California. The last time... I was sipping a Mimosa at Shanghai Reds watching the seals in their glory. Today the serenity that I feel, fits the mood that I have yearned for at least 2 months now. Watching the sky as the hues of pink erupt into a glorious red. The only sound that surrounds me, are that of the waves crashing. Nothing is ever different when I come here. The sun setting, the waves crash, the blue of the ocean, the smell of salt water never fails me. Always the same, but some how still fresh. Finally... It is my time. My time to think about nothing, about everything. Time stands still as I walk the beach. Shoes off, hair blowing, the wind caressing my face... As it only does in California. Goodness, it has been too long. I sat on the beach, curled my toes into the sand, hugging my knees... I smiled. Mmm...The tears dry as I try not to be sad because it is over...And a smile spreads across the lips that you once loved.... And I am finally just happy that it happened at all. Thank you for a wonderful ride... This roller coaster has fulfilled me in a way that no other ride was able to. Always. (mu)